About Me

"She is free in her wildness, she is a wanderers, a drop of free water. She knows nothing of borders and cares nothing for rules or customs. 'Time' for her isn't something to fight against. Her life flows clean, with passion, like fresh water." 

                                     ~Roman Payne 

You can find me on FL under the same name. I accept all friend requests there and have "anonymous" photos posted. My "wish list" can be found at the bottom of this page. 

This blog is an outlet. It is where I put all my contradictory, emotional, chaotic thoughts. Posts are not necessarily written on the date they are posted. Some are copied over from FL. Others are older writings. 

I spent most of my life as a single mother parenting children with various health conditions, mental illness and special needs. Some of my posts are about them. You will find posts about my own Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and history of trauma. Some may contain triggers. You will also find posts about alcoholism, addiction, chronic illness, chronic pain, BDSM, relationships, self esteem, self growth, and much more. You can find a search bar on the upper left part of the blog to search for topics you wish to read about. 

I am consolidating many of my writings here but it is a work in progress. I try to add them according to the date written so as time progresses there will be older posts (even years ago) appear that you may not have seen. Scroll down the right side of my blog and you will find a blog roll that shows posts according to dates. This will be the easiest way to find posts that may not have been there previously. 

At one point in my time, I dove headfirst into religion, hoping to find complete acceptance from God when I felt I was too damaged to have it from anyone else. I've since discovered that my life is happier without the belief that there is a dominant, judgmental entity condemning me for never quit measuring up. 

If there is a topic you'd like me to write more about, please send me a message. You can email me @gmail with the blog title as the addy. (myblogtitle@gmail.com)



WISH LIST