If only I could hate him.
If only I could shut down all emotions.
If only I could be as emotionless as he appears.
Then it would be easier.
For the short term.
For being all those things would also mean that I would not be true to myself.
I am a person with a depth of emotion. The depth of pain I feel now enables me to also feel the depths of joy and love that I am capable of feeling.
It's worth it.
Even if it doesn't feel like it today.
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